Content.

“Sometimes it is the smallest thing that saves us: the weather growing cold, a child’s smile, and a cup of excellent coffee.” — Jonathan Carroll

#truth. Rum x chocolate waffle saved me yesterday. Food is always a life saver. 

My week has officially ended with marketing project meeting, it was a productive one and I'm glad. Chilling with a strawberry swiss roll/  nice soundtrack in the background/ sunlight shining on my bedsheets/ I think today is a good day. I'm learning to look at positive side of everything and it's keeping me healthy inside. 

Next few weeks aren't going to be easy with three projects due and so many deadlines to meet. But it'll pass and winter break will come and all will be fine, 

I'm positive.

Gravity.

Caught this amazingggggg movie today with the bro after our respective mood-spoiling marketing classes in our different schools. On a Saturday (!!!) It has been such a long time since I last watched a movie, this is so worth it! Makes you smile and cry -squeeze out all your emotions dry hahaha. Food therapy as usual, happy afternoon well spent!

Returned home and spent time watching vids about Autism and tadah -crying session part 2. They are so beautiful and sweet :') Time to really start on work now though, got so much to catch up on, -have been procrastinating alot.

Ending this post with a really good quote:

"Life should not be a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving safely in a pretty and well preserved body, but rather to skid in broadside in a cloud of smoke, thoroughly used up, totally worn out, and loudly proclaiming 'Wow! What a Ride!'” - Hunter S. Thompson

Mornings.

Good morning view from the window / I love it when I wake before the sun rises and it's pitch dark everywhere but it's a different kind of pitch dark. The hopeful kind. 

Gobbled down my breakfast too quickly, now my stomach is feeling strange but it'll be gone soon. It's not a TGIF today because there's meeting later, reflection essay due tonight and early class tmr. 

But I was thinking why not TGIMTWTFSS? Ought to be thankful for everyday :)

Freedom is the kite's response to the wind.

Kite flying, Cambodia 2012

Today's my official Thinking Day. The very dreaded day because it means I need to face the issue and stop running away from it. One of the toughest things in life is probably making decisions. So many consequences and what-ifs to ponder on, sigh. Heavy heart. Freedom of choice -what an irony. Because I'm blessed with this freedom that traps me. 

Give yourself permission to try, and try again.

Thinking Day.

as I scroll through tumblr:

You are good at something, stop lying to yourself. You’re good at breaking down comic book plots, cooking ramen perfectly, making your friends happy, knowing the time without looking at a clock, getting the perfect ending at RPG’s, or figuring out the twist ending to movies. Don’t let society tell you your talents are meaningless because they don’t serve an economical purpose. Your talents reflect your interests and passions, and what’s important to you is important.

I think I need another random last minute ice cream escape.

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No I don't anymore. Healing time is fast as usual. Too fast it's actually quite funny. I got distracted by tumblr and my day got made by happy things. Especially this: (please watch the last four sweethearts)

Now I'm recharged with the energy to do (something I don't find happiness in doing), but it's all in the mind.

Spring cleaning

Void deck of block 257. Saturday morning. 8.30am. I'm typing this while listening to the elderly around me speak about their everyday lives. Grocery shopping, collection of cardboard, their children... All in the hokkien, such a familiar sound. It's a nice Saturday morning, I woke at 5.30am (CLAPS CLAPS CLAPS) to complete some work because I slept at 11+ (again) haha yay for productive morning. Woke up to discover that I'm business queen while tze's nursing queen, according to CAPT Confessions and I LOLed as usual. Must be William again!

Going to start spring cleaning for the elderly -looking forward but pls pls pls let there not be any cockroaches haha my highest level of buay ta han. This is the first post since school started but I'm going to hiatus a long while again hahahaha. 

Will be back.