Friday, 25 March 2016

Recently, (even today), I have people asking and telling me the same few sentences.

1. Why no honors
2. Have you found a job
3. Wow you are very courageous

And today I have an acquaintance (whom I previously treated as a friend but I realized it's just a one-sided shit so heck it I need to trust less sometimes) who knew so freaking clearly I don't give a shit about the banking industry but kept looking down on me. Twice. Forcing me to do something I don't like is really painful, who are you to do this to me honestly :(

People always talk about how we have "typical asian mindset" in our parents. No man. All this typical asian shit is in young elitists like you too man. I don't know what to feel anymore whenever people give me the kind of look that shouts "huh wts why sia" and then politely says "wow you are very courageous..." or some just directly say "erm. then what are you doing here." I am sick and tired of justifying myself and defending myself against all this judgmental comments and looks. I am just happy of doing what I love, why are you people treating it like as though I'm mulan going for war.

All this angst is all time high now LOL. Esp after I had so many encounters today. Which fuels my hatred for biz school a lot more. Can't help it that every single comment like these are always, always from those people. And my prof too, what is with the looking down on FASS and their salaries? We'll see how long all these paper money can paint a smile on your face la guys.

In summary:
I DON'T UNDERSTAND WTF IS WITH THIS FACULTY BUT
I DO KNOW I AM FCKING GLAD TO WAVE GOODBYE IN THREE FCKING WEEKS.

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