9.30am Monday morning and seriously the last and only full-day-stay-home-nua-day available before work begins next Wed. NUUUUUUUUUUUU.
Back from BKK (17 - 21 July) it was my first time and honestly it wasn't what I imagined it to be haha I thought I'll go mad shopping but signs of old age and budget auntie brain so I ended up buying just stuff for friends/food and came home with extra SGD$150 worth of thai baht LOL.
I have work to do now, script writing for case comp which finally ends on Thursday YAY. It has been a while since I last did a presentation formal wear again sianjipua but oh wells it's really going to be my last formal business presentation EVER.
Random but sometimes don't you wish you can fast forward time and just take a sneak peak of how life works out for you five or ten years down the road? I always imagine what it'll be like haha whatever it is I hope everyone's contented and happy and still together always.
Abrupt ending just because I am like that. HAHAHAHA
Monday, 25 July 2016
Saturday, 16 July 2016
My Last Graduation
To me, graduation wasn't the usual kind of relief about "I did it! I waited for this day for so long!" I-made-it success thoughts. Maybe because it wasn't even what I want to do in the first place, I didn't feel much about that aspect at all. My whole head was just:
GET ME OUT OF HERE. (Here as in business school)
And graduation was just a living proof:
YES I AM OUT OF THERE.
So instead, grad day was just... a day of undeserving love from people I care about. Needa admit there are days I feel a bit lonely idk why I must be crazy or is it just my weird personality. I need my hermit days but not too long a hermit phase. So it's like a not-here-not-there kind of personality, midway haha. But on the night of 13th July I have crazy friends who spent their time and energy and effort and money on me I don't know why I deserve this. Sometimes I wonder is it past life luck? Maybe I did something in my last life. That's the most likely reason already srsly. Thank you for mending up all the empty holes I have in my heart and making me feel full and whole and loved as a person. Life is about give and take and nothing is ever actually picture perfect. While my family is falling apart with huge cracks and all, I have on the other side some pretty amazing friends to patch the cracks up for me, listening to my rants, witnessing all my dark moments but still accepting me for who I am.
To the closest people I hold dear- Tzelin, Huihan, Kaiyun, Aiwee, Lixin, Claire, James
Thank you for being my non-blood-related family.
To my crazy bunch of fun- Wang, Wilson, Jon, Aileen
Thank you for brightening up my life JC days are golden.
To my lighthouses in business school- Huimin, Beehwee
Thank you for saving me again and again from drowning in biz.
To my brother- without you I am nothing.
To my mum- I hope I made you proud.
This is it there's no looking back. After such a long way, after so many turns and roundabouts and eventually back to the same place, yep I am done with Business School.
Goodbye.
GET ME OUT OF HERE. (Here as in business school)
And graduation was just a living proof:
YES I AM OUT OF THERE.
So instead, grad day was just... a day of undeserving love from people I care about. Needa admit there are days I feel a bit lonely idk why I must be crazy or is it just my weird personality. I need my hermit days but not too long a hermit phase. So it's like a not-here-not-there kind of personality, midway haha. But on the night of 13th July I have crazy friends who spent their time and energy and effort and money on me I don't know why I deserve this. Sometimes I wonder is it past life luck? Maybe I did something in my last life. That's the most likely reason already srsly. Thank you for mending up all the empty holes I have in my heart and making me feel full and whole and loved as a person. Life is about give and take and nothing is ever actually picture perfect. While my family is falling apart with huge cracks and all, I have on the other side some pretty amazing friends to patch the cracks up for me, listening to my rants, witnessing all my dark moments but still accepting me for who I am.
To the closest people I hold dear- Tzelin, Huihan, Kaiyun, Aiwee, Lixin, Claire, James
Thank you for being my non-blood-related family.
To my crazy bunch of fun- Wang, Wilson, Jon, Aileen
Thank you for brightening up my life JC days are golden.
To my lighthouses in business school- Huimin, Beehwee
Thank you for saving me again and again from drowning in biz.
To my brother- without you I am nothing.
To my mum- I hope I made you proud.
This is it there's no looking back. After such a long way, after so many turns and roundabouts and eventually back to the same place, yep I am done with Business School.
Goodbye.
My Last Graduation
To me, graduation wasn't the usual kind of relief about "I did it! I waited for this day for so long!" I-made-it success thoughts. Maybe because it wasn't even what I want to do in the first place, I didn't feel much about that aspect at all. My whole head was just:
GET ME OUT OF BIZ.
And graduation was just a living proof:
YES I AM OUT.
So instead, grad day was just... a day of undeserving love from people I care about. Needa admit there are days I feel a bit lonely idk why I must be crazy or is it just my weird personality. I need my hermit days but not too long a hermit phase. So it's like a not-here-not-there kind of personality, midway haha. But on the night of 13th July I have crazy friends who spent their time and energy and effort and money on me I don't know why I deserve this. Sometimes I wonder is it past life luck? Maybe I did something in my last life. That's the most likely reason already srsly. Thank you for mending up all the empty holes I have in my heart and making me feel full and whole and loved as a person. Life is about give and take and nothing is ever actually picture perfect. While my family is falling apart with huge cracks and all, I have on the other side some pretty amazing friends to patch the cracks up for me, listening to my rants, witnessing all my dark moments but still accepting me for who I am.
To the closest people I hold dear- Tzelin, Huihan, Kaiyun, Aiwee, Lixin, Claire, James
Thank you for being my non-blood-related family.
To my crazy bunch of fun- Wang, Wilson, Jon, Aileen
Thank you for brightening up my life JC days are golden.
To my lighthouses in business school- Huimin, Beehwee
Thank you for saving me again and again from drowning in biz.
To my brother- without you I am nothing.
To my mum- I hope I made you proud.
This is it there's no looking back. After such a long way, after so many turns and roundabouts and eventually back to the same place, yep I am done with Business School.
Goodbye.
GET ME OUT OF BIZ.
And graduation was just a living proof:
YES I AM OUT.
So instead, grad day was just... a day of undeserving love from people I care about. Needa admit there are days I feel a bit lonely idk why I must be crazy or is it just my weird personality. I need my hermit days but not too long a hermit phase. So it's like a not-here-not-there kind of personality, midway haha. But on the night of 13th July I have crazy friends who spent their time and energy and effort and money on me I don't know why I deserve this. Sometimes I wonder is it past life luck? Maybe I did something in my last life. That's the most likely reason already srsly. Thank you for mending up all the empty holes I have in my heart and making me feel full and whole and loved as a person. Life is about give and take and nothing is ever actually picture perfect. While my family is falling apart with huge cracks and all, I have on the other side some pretty amazing friends to patch the cracks up for me, listening to my rants, witnessing all my dark moments but still accepting me for who I am.
To the closest people I hold dear- Tzelin, Huihan, Kaiyun, Aiwee, Lixin, Claire, James
Thank you for being my non-blood-related family.
To my crazy bunch of fun- Wang, Wilson, Jon, Aileen
Thank you for brightening up my life JC days are golden.
To my lighthouses in business school- Huimin, Beehwee
Thank you for saving me again and again from drowning in biz.
To my brother- without you I am nothing.
To my mum- I hope I made you proud.
This is it there's no looking back. After such a long way, after so many turns and roundabouts and eventually back to the same place, yep I am done with Business School.
Goodbye.
Monday, 11 July 2016
Under the sea II
ADVANCED LO!!!
I loved it when we shouted that tgt upon ascending to the surface. WE MADE IT! Instructor was harsh (and vulgar which is meh) about Navigation but we all passed it in the end good job guys :-)
Had a really enjoyable weekend trip to Pulau Tioman again for our PADI Advanced Open Water. I loved the company and my buddy of cos; our team was so friendly and I loved the accommodation. I call it the "zhong-ma-piao" room because we were freaking heng. We got the BEST room which was far from the dining area but oh my god we had a heater, tiles on the floor, working aircon and zero huge insects. Really like a zhong-ma-piao HENG.
Memorable things to note:
(1) DM FREAKING CUTE. ADD HEART <3. LOL at the fact that this is number 1 in memorable things to note.
(2) Night dive wasn't as freaky as I imagined it to be. I think I had in my mind too scary an expectation but it was all fine haha. You only get to see wherever our dim orange dive torch shines but since everyone is together it was not scary at all haha. Magical moment when we just had to wave our hands and there were shiny star-like plants (ok I forgot the name) that appears before your eyes every time you shake your hand! *v*
(3) Deep dive was ya, deep. Descending and descending, 'are we there yet' descending. Felt a bit different because of the air pressure since every breath we take we are consuming so much more air. Goggles were getting tight and uncomfortable, am glad it was fixed after a while of twitching of the face. The greatest thing that can make or break my experience every dive has got to be the goggles! I must never ever clear my goggles underwater I hate it haha so I made sure every time before descending it's clear and tight and all good. Don't like the feeling of having to get water in the eyes or having water in the nose when the goggles are not right. Only had 1 uncomfortable dive with the goggles problem yay, the other 5 dives were fine :-)
(4) I saw sea turtle again! Cute. It was swimming along calmly and we just stalked it as it swam.
(5) There was a shark again but I didn't get to see it in that split second. Sad.
(6) Went to the underwater playground and once again I still don't see how the treadmill is a treadmill. I just picture everything to be metal and wreck and all but apparently if you see it properly at the right angles it is a legit treadmill. These metal wrecks under the sea makes me think what on earth happened for it to be down there. Kind of scary to think about its history.
(7) Got bitten by unknown jellyfishes (?) Is it jellyfish??? We have no idea haha because we just felt stinging sensations and can never spot them. They were around my legs whenever we are floating on the surface.
(8) Had a team dinner on Saturday night and I tried some yummy new food like special ramly chicken burger, prata bomb (sweet with honey and condensed milk, yum), tom yum prawn soup (hot and spicy until I started crying but so shiok) and omelette onion because I just love eggs haha. Apart from that, the menu for our meals were the same as the last time we were here, food is acceptable and good :-)
(9) Jam on the way back was bad, we set off at 1.30pm on Sunday and reached Eko Divers shop at... 10pm? My neck was really painful from sleeping on the bus and I knocked onto the window about 4 times haha noise pollution. Didn't bring my fav muji neck pillow because of space constraints.
(10) Ok #10 thing... lemme just repeat #1 then. DM IS FREAKING CUTE.
HAHAHAHAHAH WHAT A SIAO I AM. LAME SHIT.
Ok back to reality. Reality means go get food and slack before tuition later! TATA TATA
I loved it when we shouted that tgt upon ascending to the surface. WE MADE IT! Instructor was harsh (and vulgar which is meh) about Navigation but we all passed it in the end good job guys :-)
Had a really enjoyable weekend trip to Pulau Tioman again for our PADI Advanced Open Water. I loved the company and my buddy of cos; our team was so friendly and I loved the accommodation. I call it the "zhong-ma-piao" room because we were freaking heng. We got the BEST room which was far from the dining area but oh my god we had a heater, tiles on the floor, working aircon and zero huge insects. Really like a zhong-ma-piao HENG.
Memorable things to note:
(1) DM FREAKING CUTE. ADD HEART <3. LOL at the fact that this is number 1 in memorable things to note.
(2) Night dive wasn't as freaky as I imagined it to be. I think I had in my mind too scary an expectation but it was all fine haha. You only get to see wherever our dim orange dive torch shines but since everyone is together it was not scary at all haha. Magical moment when we just had to wave our hands and there were shiny star-like plants (ok I forgot the name) that appears before your eyes every time you shake your hand! *v*
(3) Deep dive was ya, deep. Descending and descending, 'are we there yet' descending. Felt a bit different because of the air pressure since every breath we take we are consuming so much more air. Goggles were getting tight and uncomfortable, am glad it was fixed after a while of twitching of the face. The greatest thing that can make or break my experience every dive has got to be the goggles! I must never ever clear my goggles underwater I hate it haha so I made sure every time before descending it's clear and tight and all good. Don't like the feeling of having to get water in the eyes or having water in the nose when the goggles are not right. Only had 1 uncomfortable dive with the goggles problem yay, the other 5 dives were fine :-)
(4) I saw sea turtle again! Cute. It was swimming along calmly and we just stalked it as it swam.
(5) There was a shark again but I didn't get to see it in that split second. Sad.
(6) Went to the underwater playground and once again I still don't see how the treadmill is a treadmill. I just picture everything to be metal and wreck and all but apparently if you see it properly at the right angles it is a legit treadmill. These metal wrecks under the sea makes me think what on earth happened for it to be down there. Kind of scary to think about its history.
(7) Got bitten by unknown jellyfishes (?) Is it jellyfish??? We have no idea haha because we just felt stinging sensations and can never spot them. They were around my legs whenever we are floating on the surface.
(8) Had a team dinner on Saturday night and I tried some yummy new food like special ramly chicken burger, prata bomb (sweet with honey and condensed milk, yum), tom yum prawn soup (hot and spicy until I started crying but so shiok) and omelette onion because I just love eggs haha. Apart from that, the menu for our meals were the same as the last time we were here, food is acceptable and good :-)
(9) Jam on the way back was bad, we set off at 1.30pm on Sunday and reached Eko Divers shop at... 10pm? My neck was really painful from sleeping on the bus and I knocked onto the window about 4 times haha noise pollution. Didn't bring my fav muji neck pillow because of space constraints.
(10) Ok #10 thing... lemme just repeat #1 then. DM IS FREAKING CUTE.
HAHAHAHAHAH WHAT A SIAO I AM. LAME SHIT.
Ok back to reality. Reality means go get food and slack before tuition later! TATA TATA
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