My Last Graduation

To me, graduation wasn't the usual kind of relief about "I did it! I waited for this day for so long!" I-made-it success thoughts. Maybe because it wasn't even what I want to do in the first place, I didn't feel much about that aspect at all. My whole head was just:

GET ME OUT OF HERE. (Here as in business school)

And graduation was just a living proof:

YES I AM OUT OF THERE.

So instead, grad day was just... a day of undeserving love from people I care about. Needa admit there are days I feel a bit lonely idk why I must be crazy or is it just my weird personality. I need my hermit days but not too long a hermit phase. So it's like a not-here-not-there kind of personality, midway haha. But on the night of 13th July I have crazy friends who spent their time and energy and effort and money on me I don't know why I deserve this. Sometimes I wonder is it past life luck? Maybe I did something in my last life. That's the most likely reason already srsly. Thank you for mending up all the empty holes I have in my heart and making me feel full and whole and loved as a person. Life is about give and take and nothing is ever actually picture perfect. While my family is falling apart with huge cracks and all, I have on the other side some pretty amazing friends to patch the cracks up for me, listening to my rants, witnessing all my dark moments but still accepting me for who I am.

To the closest people I hold dear- Tzelin, Huihan, Kaiyun, Aiwee, Lixin, Claire, James
Thank you for being my non-blood-related family.

To my crazy bunch of fun- Wang, Wilson, Jon, Aileen
Thank you for brightening up my life JC days are golden.

To my lighthouses in business school- Huimin, Beehwee
Thank you for saving me again and again from drowning in biz.

To my brother- without you I am nothing.

To my mum- I hope I made you proud.

This is it there's no looking back. After such a long way, after so many turns and roundabouts and eventually back to the same place, yep I am done with Business School.

Goodbye.