Haven't got my first pay check yet but I'm constantly debating inside if I should ever give my dad any money. Some reminders for the nasty self:
Scenario #1: When I come home during a short break from work and see him watching porn on TV
Me: Why don't you make a better use of your time
Him: Like what
Me: Volunteer or something.
Him: Then I might as well get a taxi to drive???
Me in my heart: (yes please. or just do something. a hobby or something)
(you don't say. IKR IKR IKR???)
Scenario #2: Birthday drama
When I come home from work and enters the kitchen.
Him: (pretends to talk to himself and flips calendar) TOMORROW IS 20 MY BIRTHDAY
Me: Oh but we don't celebrate birthdays (nasty as hell ikr). You didn't celebrate our birthdays before.
Him: That is different. You are young??
Me: (lost energy to continue conversation)
Scenario #3: Vulgarities
Him: Kan Ni Na x12345678910 (wts why the heck will you say 'f your mother' that is disgusting in all ways)
Scenario #4: Dirty sandals around the house
Being the most inconsiderate self ever. Out of sight out of mind I can hold it in.
But I can't take it if your actions harm people I love thanks very much to you my bro gets bacterial infection on his foot.
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Scenario #5: When your parents' fight wake you up early in the morning on a rest day
What kind of rest day is a rest day when it's worse than a working day. Whenever my mum want to bitch about dad I'll just chant "离婚离婚离婚！" and then she'll stop
Scenario #6: TV genre switch- From porn to The Voices
AND HOLY CRAP MAN. THE VOICE IS REALLY KAZABOOMZ AMAZING LOUD haha what is sleep man what is sleep.
Scenario #7: Permission issue
Takes macarons that bro bought for me from JB > no such thing as asking > (here comes the worst part) Complains that it is yucky (Who asked you to eat it in the first place?) When I asked him to ask for permission before taking things, he says
1. I am condemning him like hell
2. I have no honour (LOL Whut)
3. He is the father (THIS GETS MY BLOOD BOILING)
4. Everything in the house is to be shared. There is no need to ask.
Friday, 19 August 2016
Tuesday, 2 August 2016
Hola. I'm back here again!
Was supposed to be out with tze and her mum at Tree Top today morning but mum fell ill with stomach virus and thankfully she's well again now. Tze asked me to shower her with TLC, and I didn't know what TLC meant. So I learnt that it's Tender Loving Care. (Unfortunately nope I don't think I do TLC. I can only do C. I cannot tender and loving)
-OMG TRUE LAZY is when I always do a post halfway and become lazy to continue and just save it as a draft. Previous post was Sat and here I am again it's a Tuesday and not just a normal random Tuesday
IT IS MY LAST TUESDAY OF BEING AN UNEMPLOYED HUMAN BEING NUUUUU WHAT KIND OF FEELING IS THIS SO MIXED UP SO COMPLICATED AIYO.
I have many mini things to do.
(1) I packed my room but it got messy again. Like now it is messy at this current moment. Haiz.
(2) My fingernails are coming out I have OCD I like to cut short like super short no more white-parts but erm the nail cutter is in the kitchen help it feels so far away I am too comfortable in my seat!
(3) Mail out two parcels oh yay I sold some lame chinese movie dvd for $0.50 HAHAHAHA. and a dress I don't wear for $5.
(4) Be less annoyed with mum for assuming lots of things and always touching my table/ my things and taking my cheque that I want to bank in -breathe in and out-
(5) Put in my best effort to do (4) well. LOL I literally stopped typing and breathed in and out. Tze was saying about how we get social support from friends and I fully agree 100%. I am nowhere and nobody without friends sia.
(6) Go to watsons and buy liese hair dye to because my roots came out and I look like chao ah lian I need to dye it well before work begins but then again I don't seem to have time for that too aiyo.
Anyway mini updates...
DONE WITH CASE COMPETITION. Amazing shit I am amazed how I actually joined a case competition siao x123456789 and true enough I really don't enjoy doing case comp hahaha but it was good to end of my biz life with it I guess. And with good group mates and new found friends, thanks guys :) Was really hoping for 3rd but we didn't get it oh wells at least we got our $100 each for entering finals.
WENT BACK TO DHS WITH HUA AND TZE YESTERDAY. For the food of course haha. ate 3 plates hahahaha awesome amazing and cheap. We toured around intruder-max haha lots of memories man. Saw a room of juniors doing calligraphy OMG rmb those days in shufa I always slacking around and getting scolded for making noise with yili. 4 years of shufa in junior high but I never ever figure out the art of it I'm always 'drawing' the word because I like it to be nice-nice but that's not the art of shufa hahaha my laoshi calls me the photocopier because I copy and draw out each word from the sample. Went back to our year 3/4 classrooms too there was a junior in 4F so I took a pic outside 4F instead as my grad photoshoot haha it is only in this memorable classroom that gave me huge motivation to lose weight. I'm more thankful than angry at Ms Chow, I think I was never angry-angry before but it was more of a shock. To be asked my weight randomly in the middle of english class because I was huge and because she was curious. And then after that as usual the friends got pissed off hahaha <3 I saw Mr Tiah yesterday too omg and I pretended not to see him of course haha pls ah I was the only H2 dropout for Chem so everytime when I left the classroom when it was H2 he will never forget to do a mini suan. But dropping out of H2 meant best in H1 HAHAHA is like from a dying pigeon to a flying phoenix wts haha I think the H1 class might hate me a bit last time :/
Live updates! Am now on a bus from Rainbow towards tuition at PP long journey ahead and I AM SO HAPPY BECAUSE SHE DIDN'T CRY THAT MUCH TODAY SHE ACTUALLY BEAMED AT ME!!! All the little happy things. Used to always cry for nenek but today she sat through circle time and songs and all being a very happy toddler :') Got her into the pram too and nenek was so adorable she was so thankful aiyo :-) Happy start to a happy week ahead. TOLONG TOLONG PLS May work be happy too it all begins tmr!?!?!?!!!!!
Was supposed to be out with tze and her mum at Tree Top today morning but mum fell ill with stomach virus and thankfully she's well again now. Tze asked me to shower her with TLC, and I didn't know what TLC meant. So I learnt that it's Tender Loving Care. (Unfortunately nope I don't think I do TLC. I can only do C. I cannot tender and loving)
-OMG TRUE LAZY is when I always do a post halfway and become lazy to continue and just save it as a draft. Previous post was Sat and here I am again it's a Tuesday and not just a normal random Tuesday
IT IS MY LAST TUESDAY OF BEING AN UNEMPLOYED HUMAN BEING NUUUUU WHAT KIND OF FEELING IS THIS SO MIXED UP SO COMPLICATED AIYO.
I have many mini things to do.
(1) I packed my room but it got messy again. Like now it is messy at this current moment. Haiz.
(2) My fingernails are coming out I have OCD I like to cut short like super short no more white-parts but erm the nail cutter is in the kitchen help it feels so far away I am too comfortable in my seat!
(3) Mail out two parcels oh yay I sold some lame chinese movie dvd for $0.50 HAHAHAHA. and a dress I don't wear for $5.
(4) Be less annoyed with mum for assuming lots of things and always touching my table/ my things and taking my cheque that I want to bank in -breathe in and out-
(5) Put in my best effort to do (4) well. LOL I literally stopped typing and breathed in and out. Tze was saying about how we get social support from friends and I fully agree 100%. I am nowhere and nobody without friends sia.
(6) Go to watsons and buy liese hair dye to because my roots came out and I look like chao ah lian I need to dye it well before work begins but then again I don't seem to have time for that too aiyo.
Anyway mini updates...
DONE WITH CASE COMPETITION. Amazing shit I am amazed how I actually joined a case competition siao x123456789 and true enough I really don't enjoy doing case comp hahaha but it was good to end of my biz life with it I guess. And with good group mates and new found friends, thanks guys :) Was really hoping for 3rd but we didn't get it oh wells at least we got our $100 each for entering finals.
WENT BACK TO DHS WITH HUA AND TZE YESTERDAY. For the food of course haha. ate 3 plates hahahaha awesome amazing and cheap. We toured around intruder-max haha lots of memories man. Saw a room of juniors doing calligraphy OMG rmb those days in shufa I always slacking around and getting scolded for making noise with yili. 4 years of shufa in junior high but I never ever figure out the art of it I'm always 'drawing' the word because I like it to be nice-nice but that's not the art of shufa hahaha my laoshi calls me the photocopier because I copy and draw out each word from the sample. Went back to our year 3/4 classrooms too there was a junior in 4F so I took a pic outside 4F instead as my grad photoshoot haha it is only in this memorable classroom that gave me huge motivation to lose weight. I'm more thankful than angry at Ms Chow, I think I was never angry-angry before but it was more of a shock. To be asked my weight randomly in the middle of english class because I was huge and because she was curious. And then after that as usual the friends got pissed off hahaha <3 I saw Mr Tiah yesterday too omg and I pretended not to see him of course haha pls ah I was the only H2 dropout for Chem so everytime when I left the classroom when it was H2 he will never forget to do a mini suan. But dropping out of H2 meant best in H1 HAHAHA is like from a dying pigeon to a flying phoenix wts haha I think the H1 class might hate me a bit last time :/
Live updates! Am now on a bus from Rainbow towards tuition at PP long journey ahead and I AM SO HAPPY BECAUSE SHE DIDN'T CRY THAT MUCH TODAY SHE ACTUALLY BEAMED AT ME!!! All the little happy things. Used to always cry for nenek but today she sat through circle time and songs and all being a very happy toddler :') Got her into the pram too and nenek was so adorable she was so thankful aiyo :-) Happy start to a happy week ahead. TOLONG TOLONG PLS May work be happy too it all begins tmr!?!?!?!!!!!
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