Creepy is when you are brushing your teeth and you caught your mother scanning your body behind you early in the morning. “你不会觉得你越来越瘦？" What to say? I said "我不会". She's so sensitive about food issues that I am now sensitive about the fact that she's so sensitive it's just a bad vicious cycle that never ends it's really sad. Gone are the days we do meals together purely enjoying the time together and the food together because now I need to eat everything on her plate as well. She had a bowl of kimchi soup the other day and every sentence will be "try the veggie" / "try the egg, got egg" / "drink the soup" when I had my own bowl of food myself as well. And when the conversation about me having HER food finally ended she'll proceed to "there's dessert stall. want green bean? want barley? want red bean?" It was so overwhelming :-( The whole time spent having a meal was just purely question and answers. Gone are the days we can have conversations anymore. How sad is that. They are really gone.

About happier things:
#1: Took Jill's Year 3 class yesterday while she's on leave. Need to admit that I really enjoy teaching Year 2/3 more than baby classes haha Elijah was over the moon omg such a happy and responsive boy! Only had 3 students in the class shiokkk it's less than 1/2 the size of my own baby class haha. After class we had to leave the room because of the next class but Aiken refused to leave it was so sad to see him upset haiyo :-( He took my pointer and didn't want to let it go haha and kept saying "I want to teach. I want to be a teacher." So we said you can come back next week and teach, he said "no next week!!!" Even sweets or "where's mummy/ mummy is going home now" tactics didn't work :O He didn't care that mummy left (disappeared behind the wall) and even when mummy tried to carry him away he ran away in panic and said "I don't want mummy I don't want daddy I want to teach!!!" So cute la haiyo. I told him okay teacher will tell Boss and then we sign an early contract asap hahahahaha
#2: Dinner with the bro despite STRANGE unplanned events. Dr STRANGE's tickets STRANGELY sold out :-( Both 7.40 and 8.50 timings, too pops and STRANGE. So we just ended up shopping and Long John Silver's-ing whoohoo so shiok good old memories when we used to eat it so often at Sg Post. The new chili crab and cheese fish is GOOD. LJS' cheese is the only type of cheese I love in this world!!!