Yesterday was a 5/10 day.

Why half full:

• Dinner with bro (yay like finally) and mum (who just kept forcing me to eat all of her food and bro tends to defend me and ends up arguing with mum on my behalf which makes me feel half protected but half sad too) We headed off to buy Gongcha and oooo now I get why he loves Ovatine from GC, there's cereal inside making it very yumz. Mum doesn't give up even when it's just drinks- LOL she kept asking me to drink even her gongcha too. Parenting is really tough shit and our r/s is like two parallel lines how do we ever meet. 
• Me: "COLDSTORAGE?"Bro: "CHIPPEES" So off we go. Stocked up on our chips (yes what in the world hahaha you have a 22 year old and a 25 year old who call chips CHIPPEES...) and ice creams too
• Lucas came early for class today and when he smiles at me it makes me so happy. My happy pill yesterday :') When I wanted a big big hug at the end of the class he was the only one who gave me the biggest hug and he ended up just lying on me comfortably it was too cute
• I did manage to end on time and Jill is so proud of me 

Why half empty:

• Disappointed with my class. VERY. Out of the 3 so far yesterday was the worst :(
• Babies were crying. I really do enjoy Year 2 and Year 3 more, especially when toddlers respond to you themselves the fulfilment level is HIGH
• Mum kind of changed my whole room... So much feelings about this I ended up just going to shower trying to neutralise all the negativity and I kept sighing hahaha sighing makes it better 

but life goes on I am alive my friends are alive we are alive.

Today shall be better.