Caught SPLIT yesterday and it was good.

It's scary to be scared of our own people.
As much as Kevin was supposedly the 'bad guy'/the 'beast' as what they called it in the movie, I appreciate how the writer showed us how human he can be. His dissociative identity disorder was mainly caused by his trauma as a victim of abuse. Which is really sad. And the saddest scene that was extremely T.T was the part when he switched back to his own truest personality and realised he killed Dr Fletcher. And he quickly told the girl where the gun was and asked her to kill him, with a please at the end. OMG that scene ah. Is srsly T.T to the max. Fighting his own battles with himself, how painful is that :'( I like how the movie subtly raised awareness about this mental illness though. Ya la we are damn scared that he'll kill everybody, that's the main story- but after it all I kind of felt ashamed of myself for feeling so leh. To be scared of our own people. I felt so disrespectful and rude and everything. Kevin has his own battles to fight but everyone's fighting against him.

感触良多。

Anyway it was a good day because TIONG BAHRU BAKERY BREAKFAST :p
Yum. Finally got my curly wirly angmoh pastry I L O V E. Finally passed to LX the tok kong kopi powder from Cambodia too. Ketchup with my dear friend, same old, same constant.

Consecutive days of yum. Previous day was Korean Fried Chicken at Tjong Katong w the bro and mum which made me REALLY TOO FULL after that. I had two of my favourites haha omelette and chicken and bro knew I wanted the omelette but didn't wna order because HELLO $18. Ridiculous 18. But he is a sweat bear and bought <3 I treat it as my bday dinner since it was my chinese birthday anyway.

Growing up... birthdays really mean less and less. There used to be some excitement with birthdays. We do surprises and we used to do our usual huge helium balloons (always from parkway parade) hahaha back in sec school and the birthday girl/boy needs to carry that mega balloon around school the whole day so the whole freaking world knows hahaha. And recess time meant birthday cake and the usual awkward birthday song when you awkwardly don't know what to do when people sing. But everyone still does it and shower you with a lot of love the whole day until you reached the quota for attention your whole year. Cute la us. Now we are still cute but we are all old and gone is the energy to do all of these and now the brain thinks that $$ on balloon is not that wise haha.

F!!!! I just read an article about a mother hiding decomposing remains of her six babies in lockers. I cannot. I need to say that this is really W T F.

When can we fix the world? (Ok who am I to say this though) But still. 2017 please be better la, pls.