like when I hear my mother chanting to herself during the Sheng Siong show. When the participant need choose a box to win, it's either box Sheng or Siong or Chao or Shi. Yesterday she was going "Siong Siong Siong!" to herself in the living room and that made me laugh to myself in my room.
There's this quote that says how we are too busy growing up, we forget that they are growing old. Ok or rather, in my case, I forget that she is growing old. Because I can't come to any conclusion about the presence/ or any % of love I have for her husband HAHA.
This week feels like a dream and this dream is going to end today. Sometimes it doesn't hit me that I am seriously classified as a working adult. And I keep on telling and stressing to my friends, how important is that shining golden period BEFORE you begin work. It's the only time in your life you are a FREE BIRD, not bounded by any amount of leave/ or school/ or whatever.
BBA is so different now.
2017 = 3 years direct honours, compulsory global experience and compulsory internship. All these new conditions also means that people like me is out of the system LOL. People who waste slots in the school and reduce chances for other better people to enter. I am sorry. Sometimes I look back and think hmm maybe I should have gone for an internship. Because I can then really really 100% confirm-chop-stamp conclude that it isn't for me. Sometimes I look back and think hmm maybe I should have gone for SEP. But not much for this point because I know how my brain works haha. I am already who I am at this ripe old age. Regardless of how my mum says "go la! money I pay, can earn back" it's not going to change my auntie-mentality. Spending that $10-15k on myself in one go during SEP is sth I am certain, will never ever happen in this life. If I really do, I must be possessed hahahahahaha.
Ok bye time to do some thesis I am so hardworking :')
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