Tuesday, 2 January 2018

Give it all, all the time.

December went by in a flash, I guess it felt exceptionally fast because of the 2 trips. It was tiring having to travel again the next day immediately after you land but it was so worth it :)

Last year 
I've been to really quite a few countries- Krabi with Buddy, BKK with PALT, Taiwan with HH, Taiwan again with bro, Cambodia with Shing, LX, Hua and Philippines with Buddy and Charissa. People always say travel and get lost and discover yourself etc but nope travelling solo to do self-discovery will never be my thing. I travel for purpose and for company and for memories.
I did my first and subsequently twice, crowd funding for Beong and they worked :O
I learnt sign language.
I did two dive trips but zero mountains.
I tried vain things like eyelash perming and I learnt a bit more about make up.
I got heavier but I got back my period.
I made deeper friendships with my colleagues-turned-friends but at the same time, I got into bad books. I figured this isn't what I really want.
I tried cmb twice with my friends and also went out (wts this deserves a massive pat on the back) and I finally concluded the whole thing isn't for me.
I see my dearest friends graduating and join me in the working world.
I lost a family. Having gone through the loss of two grandmothers made this feeling less foreign? But it's always the same. Like falling into a step of darkness and losing your balance and stopping time then and there. Before time starts to tick properly and you regain your footing and move on.

This year
I want to be a better, happier me.
I want people I love to be a better and happier version of themselves as well.

Moving onwards to the unknown, what's best is knowing that I was never alone and terribly blessed.

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